Hi AMAZING peeps,
I know talking about Abraham Hicks wasn’t particularly what I planned to talk about, but I had this conversation a bit ago and I was told that others could relate. And I will tell you my secret that relates. It scares me to tell but I am excited by the thought of it. So first Abraham.
I first heard about Abraham Hicks about 2 years ago when I first read E2 by Pam Grout. So I decided to listen to something from them.
I didn’t listen to all of it because firstly I did get anything that they were saying and secondly, I found her SO ANNOYING.
Here was this woman who talked about herself in the 3rd person and instead of saying I, she would say ‘we’. Who’s this ‘we’. I assumed she was talking about the organization of Abraham Hicks – thinking it was a company.
I thought that maybe it was a really good company policy to make the public feel part of the team. Turns out no.
When I found out who Abraham was, I was a bit put off. I have always shunned away from anyone who claims to be psychic or the like. Partly through believing they were all fakes stealing money from those who are searching for answers. But mainly through fear.
Growing up religious, great fear of these things is taught, especially in childhood. So I was……..and if I am to be truly honest, still am…afraid.
Yet now I listen to Abraham all the time. I have stopped concentrating on her voice and started listening to the words. I love what they have to say, I love their messages. I love them.
And at the risk of losing all my followers, I will tell you something that I have kept so close. This excites me and terrifies me all at the same time.
3 months ago, I had an…….experience. Now I am going to call it a vision because that is the word I am most familiar with.
I saw a little boy, about 2 I think. He passed away in my arms (I would normally close the page right now but please bare with me). I saw his mom, blonde hair crying in a man’s arms. He too was upset.
I looked to my left and there was the boy, so happy, running and laughing. I looked up at his mom and said “his still here. You may not be able to see him, but he’s still here.” Then my eyes shot open and I felt so awake and alive.
The thought came to me, a thought that I never would have imagined that I’d ever think – I wonder whether I’m meant to talk to those on the other side?
When I said that this immense joy bubbled up within me like I just wanted to laugh and tears were streaming, through such joy. It felt so intense.
Then my brain started – what would Hubby think, what will other people think? Will I just be one of those scary people I have shunned my whole life? Then I was scared, scared of losing everything.
Then 3 weeks ago, I read how Esther Hicks discovered Abraham and again that joy. I read it about 4 or 5 times, over and over because the excitement and joy almost took my breath away. This is what I’m meant to do. I am meant to do that. I just don’t know how it will happen and I don’t know if my fear is blocking it.
Another secret – I haven’t told Hubby yet. Like me, this frightens him and he still sees it as evil. This is part of my fear, what if he doesn’t accept?
I don’t know if I’ll ever meet Esther Hicks and talk to Abraham or whether everything will just open up all by itself without advice but it will happen some how – that I do know.
Thank you for letting me tell you my secret. Thank you for being an ear and Thank you for your understanding. Your kindness is wonderful.
May your dreams and desires flow to you easily and without fear.
Have a wonderful day all.
_________________________C.Z. Schofield is a Best Selling Author, a World Traveling Sailor, an Awesome Wife and the best Mum to the most Amazing Children on the planet, a Millionaire and a Polyglot